Blue day with my Blue Love

It's been a week since I last saw the four members of CN Blue Jung Yonghwa, Kang Minhyuk, Lee Jonghyun, and Lee Jungshin but it seems I can't get enough of their virus. June 14, marks my calendar as I was one of those fans who scream their voice out, and waited there for almost 8 hours ever since SM Megamall (which is the venue) to house CN Blue.

It was one hell of a great experience, for me as a fan girl. I did actually wake up early just to go there early, even though I know that the entrance are still closed. Together with my best friend whose also a Boice, we did look for a place which we think would open first so that we can enter early (HAHA :) imagine how desperate we are). And YES! we did stay on Mc Donalds until almost all customers inside of Mc Donalds are BOICES! (BOICES, will do anything just to see them up close). And then when they opened the entrance, what to expect but a marathon of fan girls and very few fan boys running to the ground floor thinking only to be first in the line with the price of seeing CN Blue close.

They started letting us in, and I would say sorry but I think they should have organized it more, it was just so uncontrolled that I pity those who were hurt a little and I even saw a sandals left ( maybe she run and forgot about her sandals, Cinderella don't forget your sandals). We did actually got a good spot at the front and center side (but that's just what we thought). Staying from 10:00 was so exhausting. Fans just keep pushing each other ( I swear I'm not that happy to be in front, I just felt exhausted and my friend even got hurt due to it).

But I must say that it's ALL WORTH IT!! Worth it a MILLION TIMES. I would never forget how just the mere entrance of CN Blue changes what I feel, from excitement, to exhaustion, to happiness, to I don't know anymore it's mix emotion.

Minhyuk overwhelms me with his cuteness and I just cant help but to felt protective to him. He looks someone who you will love to take care (maybe its only me who felt that way) but take note I'm younger than him. And somewhat I love his boyish charms. Jungshin, is somewhat unexpected, yes he. Sorry to say but before I just don't find him worth looking the second time but now I wanna eat (and perhaps I will choke because of it) all of the words I've said before. His undeniably beautiful in his own way. He melts my heart with his efforts and kindness. Jonghyun, who happens to be my bias undeniably got me more intrigue. Well his just quiet, but I did accepted him that way. His smile melt makes me go insane, just seeing it. And he sure prove to be that his simply attractive like a magnet that kept me remember that his my bias. Lastly, Yonghwa who happens to be my first love kept me distracted ( a little bit HEHE :) or maybe more) because of his charms that make my eyes look at him (UGGGH!! it's hard to look at them all). His maturely handsome and I love it. Over-all they all steal my heart and it make me more confuse than before.

The open press conference ended up so fast that I did not felt it. (If I could just stop the time!). And me despite being irritated at first, was changed into someone who can't remove my smile on the face. Worth it, that I saw them. Just that I envy those who receives roses, and I've wished that I also did receive one. But anyways I'm super to the nth power happy with what happen. I've got to see the boys (if I did not I miss a part of my life) and met kind and loyal Boice members.