Let me ask you... Have you ever heard the song Live like we're dying? I know it's quite an old song, but I just heard it just a couple of days ago... IMAGINE!! Yes! I admit I'm not that fond of other songs except Korean, don't blame me for being a k-pop fan :) But this song is just few of the songs, I really listen other than K-pop... And to those whose been caught by the Hallyu wave and haven't listen to this song, well you better hear it now, because my story, will revolve around this song and also this is something worth listening believe me.!
Yes we've gotta live like we're dying coz we only got 86,400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or to throw it all away. The chorus part is so interesting that it makes me want to turn back all the time, and maybe think over my past actions. Actually, I'm the type of person who don't want change, change that I'm not accustomed to, change that isn't something that I've learnt from my family. It's just that I have so many restrictions in life, too many things I don't wanna try, too many principles I hold in, and because of those things I even let go so many opportunities to try it just even once.
I admit that until now, I don't change that attitude of mine, because it's the only thing I've got and proud of, but this song, literally blow my mind, nagulo ang isip ko at hindi ko man aminin ay apektado ako kasi alam ko na OO pano kaya ( my mind is in a state of confusion and even if I don't admit it, I'm affected of it because I know that what if) if a plane fell of out the sky who will I say my last goodbye, is there somebody that I can tell my last good bye, will there be no regrets if that happens to me.?
So many questions that this song left to me. And maybe the answer that I've known isn't the answer that I needed, but I'm trying to look for it until now. I won't waste the seconds that I have in my life, as they say by a famous cliche "Time is gold" :) and indeed it is.
Yes, I can't give up things that I've been believing all my life, but this song made me realize that there is no harm in trying, you should do it even just once because life itself is full of uncertainties. I won't change everything, I'll just do it one step at a time, I'll do things that I believe will make me happy, and if that time comes then I'll say that I've spend every seconds of my life trying what life can offer me best..
Thanks to my new found friends who let me realize this most specially to my new Kuya, Eugene Yumul who let me hear this song, and make me think over my life.... Thank you for letting me be part of your weir, new, but life that is full of excitement.